That guy who broke your heart

Naalala mo ba nung unang beses kayong nag kakilala? Yung tipong hindi maubos-ubos yung kwentuhan ‘nyo,  ‘di matanggal yung ngiti sa mga mukha ‘nyo. Basta! kinikilig ka, at alam mo, kinikilig din sya.

And everything just happened. You entrusted your heart to them, you build a deeper relationship with them. Everything is colorful! It’s like it’s raining red rose petals everywhere.

Kaso mapagbiro ang mundo. Sa isang iglap din, nawasak yung mala-bahag haring mundo na binuo ninyong dalawa ng iwan ka nya.

Bakit ang dali para sakanya? Bakit ang dali para sakanya? Bakit? Bakit!?

Minahal ka ba  nya? 

Sa tingin ko, minahal ka talaga nya.  Kung ikaw naman yung nang iwan, siguro minahal mo din sya. Ang hirap paniwalaan, pero minahal talaga tayo ng mga taong pinili tayong saktan.

Yung “mahal kita”, “aalagaan kita”, “hindi kita sasaktan”, at some point of time, it’s real, true, and it really did came from their hearts.

They might have forgotten how they have felt when they promised to never leave and hurt you. They might have forgotten the reason why they wanted you, why they chose to be with you. Their heart becomes weak, doubtful, and scared which is enough to change how they feel.

They’ll give back your heart, the heart you have entrusted to them with all the pieces broken.

Kahit gaano kasakit, wala kang magagawa. Kailangan mong maging matapang! Kailangan mong tanggapin na wala na sya. Tapos na talaga.

Tatangayin nya sakanya sa kanyang pag alis ang isang parte ng puso mo. Aasa ka na sa paglilibot nya sa mundo, isang araw, babalik sya sayo para mabuo kang muli.

But some people would never come back and they might just throw your piece away. This, this would be very painful. 

I must tell you this, breaking does not mean you’ll never be fixed again. One day, someone will be asking for your heart. He will kiss every brokenness you have, every brokenness you feel, he will accept you as you are. He will make new promises and of course you would doubt them, you’d be scared until he gets the chance to hug you and prove to you that you can trust him.

He will hug you tight that he would heal the monster you have become.

A love without pain is impossible because love is opening your heart to emotions and whether you like it or not, pain is one of them.

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